Are no match
For one fool
With a heart of gold.
And just what are we? Chemical and electromagnetic interactions that can see themselves for what they are.
In our struggle to stand back from our nature, separate from ourselves, and have a new experience of life, this can be a real tool.
Love to everyone today. May your trees bear fruit and your wells yield water.
Near my house, there is a large glacial erratic, lying more or less at the base of the
It's sobering to consider that rocks of this size were light work for glaciers. There are glacial erratics nearby that are, quite literally, the size of houses.Rocks like this are called erratics because they have absolutely nothing to do with the surrounding bedrock. We now know (as people in earlier times, i.e. before they conceived of ice ages, did not) that it's certain this rock was carried many miles before it ended up where it is; it probably came from somewhere north in Connecticut (where pegmatites are relatively abundant,) or perhaps even further away.
Life works in exactly the same way for us. In fact, I often see strong analogies between geologic processes and the processes of life itself. From age to age, from infancy through childhood, into adolescence, young adulthood, adulthood and beyond, we build our individual mountain ranges of assumptions and beliefs and desires. These mountain ranges, like the mountains on the planet, are built by the intersection of massive forces, places where what we might call plates collide.Here lies the tectonics of the soul. Our inner world collides with the outer world; mountains are pushed up, oceans filled with water, rivers flow, and weather systems emerge.
Every being is a reflection of this. Every process at every level in the universe is a fragment of the same complete truth. If
we use our minds to ponder, we will invariably find that no matter
where we look, no matter what we try to understand about ourselves,
ultimately nature explains everything.
This analogy could be drawn a million times in a million different ways and it would continue to be valid, because reality is a fractal structure. The smallest part of reality is an exact model of all of reality.
these tectonic, magmatic, and glacial life-processes take place, we end
up with our own inner erratics; chunks of life sitting in places that
they don't seem to belong, and are not in relationship with the
surroundings. Everyone has parts like this; parts that are inappropriate in the context of current life. For
example, we may be adolescently egoistic, or childishly grasping. The
parts that are inappropriate, like the pegmatite erratic we are
discussing, are fascinating and beautiful, so we don't stop to consider
their lack of relationship. They are also big and heavy, difficult to
move. In some senses, like the large boulders left behind by ice, we have to work around them. The landscape we inherit from our past has to be accepted. The amount of energy that it would take to rearrange it is probably not worth what we would get out of it.
Hence the advice:
When the rocks are big, go around them
of the things that strikes me about this piece is the way the Dogen
explains we think the mountains will be populated by other people, but
when we go into them, it is just us and the mountains. Not even the trace of our passage into the mountains remains behind us.
In every meditation, if I find the right relationship, I enter the mountains, even if only the foothills. There I see that there is no one but myself, and the mountains.
And the way to the truth is through the heart.
As I point myself towards the inevitable fact of my own death, I ponder the question of water and mountains. I think about the ice that freezes within me and pushes me through my life, rearranging my inner landscape.
I think about what I could do to bring enough warmth into me to melt some of that force.God bless all of you today. May your trees bear fruit and your wells yield water!